I’m ready to let you go

Tama na tong kalokohan na to. Tama na tong pagkakatanga ko. Tama na tong kagagahan ko.      Tama na tong paghihintay ko.     Tama na, Tama na. 

Hindi ko alam kung paano ka kalimutan pero tutulungan ko yung sarili ko para gawin yun. Tama na din to ang tagal na din. Naaawa na ako sa sarili ko. Hindi naman kita masisisi kung ayaw mo na talaga ako. Ewannnnnn diko alam!!

Letter

Hey, it’s been awhile. I hope you’re doing alright. Well i just wanted to share something to you but i guess i couldn’t tell you in person. I’m going to California right after my graduation and i’m really hoping we could patch things up coz i really really really miss you so much. Its been 7 years love, how can i move on? How can i forget you? I don’t know what to do anymore. Do you want me to give up that easily? Do you want me to let everything go? After what we’ve been through? I just couldn’t let it go. Everything is well planned between us but what happened? I did what you wanted me to do, i am now graduating love and you were my inspiration all throughout. God knows how much i miss you and wanted to be with you. If waiting means being with you again then i’d risk. I’ll see you soon love! Iloveyousomuch

-Yads 03-28-17

Alam ko wala ng pag asa, pero bakit hanggang ngayon mahal na mahal paren kita? Hindi ka talaga maalis sa puso ko. It’s been 7 fucking years!! 12 years old lang tayo noon pero bakit ganon? Bakit mahal na mahal parin kita? I still love , i still do. Okay naman tayo diba? Okay tayo sa family ng bawat isa pero ayaw mo na sa akin. Ewan ko ba. 

Letter

It’s been awhile since we talked, I hope you’re doing good there and I know you can do a lot better. You don’t know how much i miss you. I miss you every single day. I can’t deby the fact that i still love you with all my broken pieces heart.